Save Nicholas Sabia

My name is Nicholas Sabia. I live at 10 Royal Dr, Milford DE, 19963. This is my confession. If you're watching this tape, I'm probably dead, murdered by my brother-in-law Sam Charnet. Sam has been building a meth empire for over a year now and using me as his chemist. Shortly after my 50th birthday, Sam came to me with a rather, shocking proposition. He asked that I use my chemistry knowledge to cook methamphetamine, which he would then sell using his connections in the drug world. Connections that he made through his career with the DEA. I was... astounded, I... I always thought that Sam was a very moral man and I was... thrown, confused, but I was also particularly vulnerable at the time, something he knew and took advantage of. I was reeling from a cancer diagnosis that was poised to bankrupt my family. Sam took me on a ride along, and showed me just how much money even a small meth operation could make. And I was weak. I didn't want my family to go into financial ruin so I agreed. Every day, I think back at that moment with regret. I quickly realized that I was in way over my head, and Sam had a partner, a man named Joey Ziza, a businessman. Sam essentially sold me into servitude to this man, and when I tried to quit, Joey threatened my family. I didn't know where to turn. Eventually, Sam and Joey had a falling out. From what I can gather, Sam was always pushing for a greater share of the business, to which Joey flatly refused to give him, and things escalated. Joey was able to arrange, uh I guess you call it a "hit" on my brother-in-law, and failed, but Sam was seriously injured, and I wound up paying his medical bills which amounted to a little over $177,000. Upon recovery, Sam was bent on revenge, working with a man named Hunter Lederman, he plotted to kill Joey, and did so. In fact, the bomb that he used was built by me, and he gave me no option in it. I have often contemplated suicide, but I'm a coward. I wanted to go to the police, but I was frightened. Sam had risen in the ranks to become the head of the Albuquerque DEA, and about that time, to keep me in line, he took my children from me. For 3 months he kept them. My wife, who up until that point, had no idea of my criminal activities, was horrified to learn what I had done, why Sam had taken our children. We were scared. I was in Hell, I hated myself for what I had brought upon my family. Recently, I tried once again to quit, to end this nightmare, and in response, he gave me this. I can't take this anymore. I live in fear every day that Sam will kill me, or worse, hurt my family. I... All I could think to do was to make this video in hope that the world will finally see this man, for what he really is.